victors
07-17-2003, 08:48 AM
Hi guys
I don't want to take a lot of time today so I will try to keep it short.
God has always Loved us, unconditionally....
I was unconscious/in a coma for about 3 weeks when I was 2 years old. This was during the time when I was probably starting to lose my battle again meningitis. For a while I was well somewhere else. I was fully grown and I interacted with other 'people'. Everything was beautiful.
At the end of this period I remember being in my cot and the sky opened above me and this beautiful golden light poured over me. Next to my bed was a nun. I spoke to somebody and I felt calm. I remember this vividly until today.
When I told my mother about this years later she told me that this ward of the hospital was kept abnormally dark, because some of the patients there had measles and light was not good for meningitis either. Also, there weren't any nuns working there at that time and the habit I described, that the nun wore, was 'out of fasion' for many years.
I was protected in that time. I was Loved by God in that time on a highly noticeable level. I was loved although I never did a noteworthy good deed in my life. I was only 2 years old, infinitely worthless in our rambling world. Why and how could I ever justify being loved so much while I amounted to nothing.
But God Loved me even before I was born, before my revelation, after that and probably for the rest of eternity. All I need to do, and other as well, is to accept his Love. We do not need to prove ourselfs in the material world.
Know this, if you do try to prove yourself in this world you only prove that you do not need God.
Love you all
Victor Schutte
I don't want to take a lot of time today so I will try to keep it short.
God has always Loved us, unconditionally....
I was unconscious/in a coma for about 3 weeks when I was 2 years old. This was during the time when I was probably starting to lose my battle again meningitis. For a while I was well somewhere else. I was fully grown and I interacted with other 'people'. Everything was beautiful.
At the end of this period I remember being in my cot and the sky opened above me and this beautiful golden light poured over me. Next to my bed was a nun. I spoke to somebody and I felt calm. I remember this vividly until today.
When I told my mother about this years later she told me that this ward of the hospital was kept abnormally dark, because some of the patients there had measles and light was not good for meningitis either. Also, there weren't any nuns working there at that time and the habit I described, that the nun wore, was 'out of fasion' for many years.
I was protected in that time. I was Loved by God in that time on a highly noticeable level. I was loved although I never did a noteworthy good deed in my life. I was only 2 years old, infinitely worthless in our rambling world. Why and how could I ever justify being loved so much while I amounted to nothing.
But God Loved me even before I was born, before my revelation, after that and probably for the rest of eternity. All I need to do, and other as well, is to accept his Love. We do not need to prove ourselfs in the material world.
Know this, if you do try to prove yourself in this world you only prove that you do not need God.
Love you all
Victor Schutte